Some of you already know I started my new job this week. But for those of you who don’t, yeah I recently went from being under-employed to over-employed.
I have 3 jobs.
We’ll call my original paid job “Job A”. My unpaid internship will be “Job B” and my new job will be “Job C”
I’m not sure what I was thinking, but I think I’m losing my mind. It’s been a week and I’m exhausted. I don’t want to go out. I just want to sleep. I work 11 hours 3 days a week, 12 hours 1 day, and a straight 8 the other. It’s long. I get home, eat dinner, and have time for maybe one TV show before getting ready for bed so I can do it all over again the next day. I haven’t been to the gym at all this week and I hate it. It’s especially bad because there’s so much candy at Job C.
I think the flaw with this plan is that 2 days a week I go from Job C to Job A to Job B. The other 3 days a week I only have to go into 2 places.
I’m not sure which is worse – under-employment and having no money, or over-employment and having no time or energy to do anything.
Maybe this week is an anomaly. After all, I was dealing with getting settled into the new job, dealing with all kinds of bullshit related to insurance companies and getting my car fixed post-accident, and figuring out loan repayments. And we all know how well I do with change LOL.
Hopefully next week is better. I worry I’m going to lose my mind. And that’s one thing I don’t care to lose.
