I’ve had variations of the same bad dream for over a year now. Anyone wanna analyze for me?
So when I was finishing up my grad program last year, the dream was almost always that I had some random math requirement to fill. Apparently I was registered for a math class but forgot about this registration, never attended class, missed all the exams, and was about to take the final a few days later. Keep in mind I was in a NON-math master’s program, so nothing of the sort was required. Also, I’m really good at math, so this shouldn’t be a problem to begin with.
I would wake up panicked that I needed to study for a math test, or freaking out that I had missed it and wouldn’t graduate. Of course when I woke up I was legitimately confused and would have to spend at least several minutes seriously contemplating if what just happened was real or just a dream. Scary stuff.
The dream stopped coming over the summer, when I was several months post-graduation. It’s started coming back lately though, but in slightly different variations. Like last night for example, I wasn’t going to finish either high school or undergrad (not sure where I was) because I procrastinated. I’ve had this variation before: I have to read like 8 books for English class and do a huge project. Last night in my dream I made a list of all the senior projects I had due that week:
- Religion (I don’t remember the specifics but my list had 3 separate projects/papers for religion)
- English (write a Shakespearean play and then a 15 page paper about it)
- Math (solve a bunch of proofs)
- History (20 page paper on a topic I am NOT familiar with)
- Spanish (10 page paper about a Spanish book)
All were due in the next 1-2 days. I remember thinking that I could start them the next day. But then the next day would come and I would freak out about the workload. I woke up seriously dripping in sweat, again confused as to whether or not these things needed to be done.
While I wouldn’t call these nightmares, they’re definitely not pleasant dreams and I want them to stop. Ideas?
